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Crossing Twice - non-Fiction 50000 words
As I stood in the great expanse, with light everywhere, coming from millions of joyous spheres around the Great Source, I was awe struck. Here I was, home, after being gone for a few infinitesimal seconds which had been my years on Earth. It was home. A home I had known for eons and would know for eternity.
Everyone and everything was known and familiar to me. I had all the answers I had sought in hundreds of hours spent in classrooms. I had all of the love and acceptance I had ever longed for and sought in relationships fraught with desperation and impossible conflicts. I had the comfort to salve every hateful hand every place upon me; the violations dealt to my body by the diseased mind of my tormenting uncle. Even comfort enough to completely forget the memory of the daily, intractable pain.
No, this was no place for pain. This was home. Completely safe, completely guarded. Every one of the lights completely loved me and I felt perfect love for each one. No agendas. No secrets. Rather, a passion for the very best for each one of my fellow beings. Passion is the best word I can come up with for the feeling. It was the very best, strongest will for the good things to come to each person. And, there was passion for myself. Not only was a perfect love coming from each of the bodies of light and the Great Light, but from within my own being.
I stood before the Creator without fear. Oh, yes, there was a great respect and a reverence for the Source of all life, but no fear. There was no trepidation, no feeling of running to hide and then, suddenly, no feeling of unworthiness. Even shame was erased.
Instead, I stood as a child greeting his beloved parent, home from the store, or work or even war. The fulfillment and the power of His embrace was mine. The power of the longing for the embrace which conveyed the safety and joy I had always hoped existed was instantly conveyed. Whatever other name one places on the I Am, he came across to me as parent A parent at once all powerful and all knowing; and only focused on me. It was the wonderful approval and acceptance I had sought in life.
In this work, I hope you will at least opened your mind to the idea of a paradisiacal realm where love, peace, joy and a utopian perfection exists. As I continue on my work, I find it to be more real each and every day. My clients’ lives continue to change. Those I call family and friends continue to change.
The idea of a loving, guiding Creator who loves you and wishes only the best for you may seem childlike and naïve. However, its simplicity speaks to us if we listen. It is the Truth behind all other truths. It is the love behind all other love. It is the power behind all other power. And, He is the Creator, who loves you. Just as you are. Just where you are on your journey. Yes, the one message I would convey is there is a God. And, God loves you. See you at home.