How can this happen?

My brain is suddenly totally devoid of any of the ideas I had for either one of the three versions of my story.

I may have to go back to the second one (which is more than half written) and see what I can make of that.

I am realizing that I don't have near enough relationship experiences to fill a book. Although the ones I have would definitely qualify as disasterous in a variety of very dysfunctional ways, lol, still there is not enough. Unless I used the entirety of each relationship and then used many instances INSIDE the relationship. Hmmm. Guess I am thinking out loud. That's supposed to really help. Writing it down. At least that is what I tell my patients. Should take my own advice, huh?

But still, as I said, somehow right now it seems the spark of the ideas just flew away. :S